crush? ahahaha

hahaha! the time that most people (at my age) are much focused on their career and lovelife.. and yet, I'm still in the High school zone (LOL)

Really, I never thought having this "Crush" thing would make me more happier... with lots of laughs.

The only thing is that, what if this turned out... oh never mind! I'm pretty sure having this feeling wouldn't affect the relationship I have... hopefully...(hahahaha)

I just don't understand, of all the people I used to have a conversation with, this boy caught my attention.. yeah, he is as talented as the others I have met but there is something more about him, HE IS a very interesting fellow... and I found out that I have a crush on him hahahaha!

Now, the "what if's" just popped out in my head.. what if he's not younger than me, what if I spend more time with them? what if? what if?

I know for a fact, I'm enjoying this feeling.. well I was being "ignored" most of the time by my whachamacallit? oh.. boyfriend, since he's too busy with his work. That's understandable.. and yet I have to make sure I am not to take any pleasure of any of this. Shortcomings it maybe, might that I deserve more, but I'm holding on to a promise.